"ako'y nag iisa at walang kasama" yan ang drama ko ngayon sa station ko.. apat na nga lang kami sa office ngayon, nandon pa ang tatlo sa kabilang wing at ako ay nag iisa dito... buhuhuhuhuhu... Dyosko, sana po matapos na shift kong ito nang mabawasan ang aking pangungulila ehehehe **ayus ba sa drama**

we decided to have kfc for our lunch.. my ofcmate asked for our orders.. here's mine:

• mashed potato - big


• corn n carrots - small


• frosty - small

tumawag na cya at nagmamadali cyang bumalik sa kin... "zet wala daw sila FROSTY"... rofl pakingshet!!!!   ;  nun lng namin na realized na wala nga palang frosty sa KFC... hahahahaha!!!!

nakakatawa talga tong si BOB ONG :-d... sa aklat nyang "ang paboritong aklat ni hudas" sinabi nyang kung may kiddie meal, baket daw walang nag offer ng adult meal at ang freebies ay adult toys heheheehe astig rin tong mag isip eh noh! pero sa kabilang banda, tama rin nga naman.. mukhang magandang strategy... lolz... ang tanong.. may bumili naman kaya.. **isip**

nung isang araw, as usual, habang papasok ako sa opis, naglalakad ako sa cubao para mag mrt, nag overtake ako sa isang mamang may edad na. naka short cya ng asul at naka stripes ng t-shirt na medyo luma. normal na sa kin makakita at makasalubong ng ganong tao sa lugar na yun pero iba pala itong mamang ito. pag lagpas ko sa kanya, sabi nya sa kin... "good morning ma'am" with a smile :) ... nag smile rin ako  sa kanya... gusto ko sanang sabihing good morning din kaya lng nahiya ako sa kanya. isang ordinaryong araw pero extra ordinary experience. :)

today i'm goin to kabayan resort

**nice song from lani misalucha**

Tila inulan ang puso ko
Nang nalamig ang 'yong pagsuyo
O bakit nagbago ang 'yong pagtingin
Parang malamig na panahon

At nang ikaw ay kinausap ko
Habang ang ulan ay bumubuhos
Nakita ko sayong mga mata
Na gaganda din ang panahon

Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Kahit madilim ang kalawakan may nagtatagon
Sinag sa ulap

Tila inulan ang puso ko
Nang parang naglaho ang pagibig mo
O bakit ka kaya nagbago
Sinlamig ng panahon

Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Liliwanag din ang kalangitan
At ang araw ay sisikat nang muli

Bridge
Ang karimlan ay haharapin
Matatanaw ko rin
Bughaw na langit
Umaasang ang pagibig mo ay magbabalik
Pawiin mo ang lungkot sa puso ko
Kahit madilim ang kalawakan
May nagtatagong sinag sa ulap

Chorus
Tila hihina rin ang ulan
Tila lilipas din ang bagyo
Liliwanag din ang kalangitan
At ang araw ay sisikat nang muli

some of my relatives think that i have lesbian tendencies but honestly i know that i'm not... i am pro-BOYS... i think guys are attracted to someone "pa-gurl" .. not all of them but a gurl who needs help all the time.... errr... im not one of them.. i always wanna stand on my own... hate to be helpless...  well, i wanna be loved for who i am... somewhere, somehow my knight in shining armor is waiting to be awaken... m jus wondering where he is now :-

hay.. bakit kaya may mga plano ka na di natutuloy... yung naka set na sarili mo na heto gagawin mo then all of a sudden di matutuloy... grrrrrrr... yun pa naman pinaka ayaw ko sa lahat at ayoko rin sa mga taong di tumutupad sa usapan.... but the ironic thing is ... marami sa mga kaibigan ko ay ganon... cguro di nila alam yung feeling na sobrang dissappointed ka :- gusto mo clang sigawan pero kaibigan mo eh... di mo rin naman matiis.. hay... ganito na lang ba papel ko sa mundo... wag naman sana....

it's been a long day for me... i woke up at 4:30, report for work at 6:00 AM and now i'm still here waiting for our weekly meeting.... waaaahhhh... im so tired right nowwwww :(

my God!!!!! i'm still here in d ofc waiting for a meeting.... waiting for 6 o'clock is really boring!!!! ive spend 5 hours wasting  time.. i have no one to talk to... my friends are all busy... 1 more hour and im dead!

i went out with my college pal afte the mass yesterday... miss this gurl.. we haven't seen each other for almost 7 months... nothing much to say..... i'm still waiting for 6 PM :( wat a boring day.. still haven't watched shall we dance.... :(

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my meeting was cancelled yesterday.. so here i am.. waiting for 6 pm..  

i talked to grace yesterday morning.. asked her how she's been doin since her operation... as usual, after our hi n hello we talked about my fav topic! my wishful BF hehehe... i just realized that im goin nowhere... he does know i exist but he doesn't know what i feel for him... ***tragic*** told grace wanna avoid him... need to push myself to it... grace advised me not to.. why?! coz she said na don na lang ako nagiging happy.. well she's damn right but uhmmmm... bahala na...

u know... i just realized one thing.. i'm blessed to have grace as my friend.. she's there to listen to my nonsense sentiments.. when i vent on things.. nice to know she's always around kahit nagmumura cya.. she really is trustworthy... telling her about my wishful BF is like depositing my thoughts into the Pentagon...

i wish you can read this so you can post your violent reaction wehehehe yung promise mo sa kin ah.. kahit mag away tayo.. ang secret ay secret pa rin....

I came across a chat from one of our merchants.... he is one of our DIFFICULT merchants... here's his line

Stupidity is not one of your talents. Please do not use it...

i don't know why i feel this way for my wishful S.O. uhm.... wishful  because... he's not my S.O. its just a wishful thinking hehehehe.. funny but true.. gosh.. miss him already.. if only i could court him :( i just hate the double standard for women in our society :- we don't need to conform but somehow we r forced to follow.. geeeessshhhh... i hope one day, he'll notice me .. again... just a wishful thinking.. demmet...

for my wishful S.O. .. hope to see u again... sooooooonnnnnn... coz u never know how happy i am everytime we're together...  u makes me laugh.. u makes me grin and  YOU EVEN MAKES ME SMILE FOR NO REASON AT ALL!!!!!

i hate tuesday because

.... i still need to wait for 6 pm for our meeting... i should be out in d ofc at 3

.... we are loaded with chats

.... this is the start of my day

.... i just hate it

i have been alone and single for quite a long time already... way way back.. i asked God to give me sign if He really is the ONE!!!! i waited.. and waited.. and waited.. until one day.. to my surprise.. one of my male friends... gave me the sign i've been waiting for... i was speechless... shocked.. surprised... i dunno what to feel.. i like him but its kinda ironic coz this guy friend of mine isn't even courting me or have not shown any interests on me... we go out.. watched movie... but that's just it..  :-/.. it seems to me that he only want me as friends.. and asking to be his GF would be too much!!!! i dunno.. i believe in God... i wonder if i should ask for another sign?! :-/ or i just wait for his Divine plan... i hope i know the answer....

my hands